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Yeraa

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Hello guys! Finally I'm ready to start my some ychs ideas and back to work ^_^

Will be so nice If You can follow me on my second DA account


https://www.deviantart.com/yeraa2


I wish You wonderful day!

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Hello friends after sooo long absence, it's something about 3 years right?... oh gosh

I had very serious plans to come back with a new account where I will post cheap YCH, but when I saw what this site has introduced.. (I mean AI) I am not so sure about it anymore.

Why DA? Why.. what's worse, people sell images created in a minute for a few dollars.

I am simply shocked, I am against ready-made solutions in the form of brushes etc. and this killed me.I have always tried to be honest and only sell works based on anatomical references if I had a problem with anatomy..A huge blow to real artists whose creations take weeks of painstaking work. Sad as fuck T___T


or maybe I'm old-fashioned?..


Have a great day and hope to See You soon friends : )

Kisess :*:*

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Hello guys, I hope You’re doing well ! Thank You a lot for Your following, for many awesome vibes and support. I never thought this would happen, well .. I have to announce big changes.


This is not a goodbye (I hope so!), but I need to be honest with You (especially with my dearest customers and those one who wanted to commissioning me from a long time ).


I’ll try to start from the beginning.


From a few years I’m fighting with anxiety, obsessive compulsive disorder, I have been diabetic for 10 years and I have a problem with spine degeneration. All these things cost me many sacrifices in everyday life, and from year to year they become worse and worse to handle. I have been drawing commissions since I can remember, drawing for people always gave me great pleasure and satisfaction. In the spring of this year, after several years of struggle, two skin biopsies were diagnosed with duhring's disease. I need to learn how can I eat again, a medicine that only treats the symptoms is illegal in my country. Unfortunately, it also damages internal organs, so even if I managed to get it, I don't think I would be ready to take it. My TSH results are also not good, I need to consult with an endocrinologist (thyroid treatment interferes with duhring treatment).

I was ashamed to admit, but I've had a terrible artblock for a while. oh I know very well that artists have their "roller coasters" and art blocks every now and then. That’s why I wasn't too much nervous about that – oh one day that will pass away isn't?


But it doesn't go away, it gets worse. I feel totally burned out and disappointed with myself.

I know many people who watching me and like my works can thinking right now “What the hell? What are You talking about?… “. I am very pleased that I can inspire many young artists, I have many beloved regular clients from years and people for whom my drawings are nice. That mean for me a lot, but I can't cheat myself. I'm not entirely sure what I miss and what I actually want.

Should I practise more, or maybe just need a long hiatus? Maybe I have to miss drawing a little? I have no idea. Maybe I'm depressed about my health.

But one thing I’m sure. Drawing stopped to please me, and it has become unpleasant. How can I draw beautiful works for my dear customers when I feel so badly? It’s.. impossible. I feel with it so awful.


I don’t want to say goodbye and I don't want to stop drawing forever, I would like the joy of drawing to come back to me. I want to “test myself” which will bring me back to life, no matter if that's mean long practice, more original works etc., but I will keep trying.The most important change I want to make today is the direction I have always wanted to go. From now on, I focus only on work on arts of men / shounen-ai / bl / designs. At this point, I would like to apologize the most to people who would like to commission me to make drawings containing women and hetero-love. All scheduled assignments with female characters will be refused. I'd also like to be more assertive, and learn to say no if I don't feel comfortable to drawing something. It doesn't mean that your idea is bad, maybe I just can't see it or feel it? My desire is to "feel" my every drawings.

This long journal is dedicated especially to my clients who have patiently waited really long for their commission. Now I need to apologize with all my heart for declining all my slots with girls. I know some of you have waited a long time, but in the present state that I am in, I ‘m not able to be diligent and committed to your ideas. I wouldn't like to sell you something what was drawn without engage and with "dark thoughts". Never.

Slots for people willing to commission me male / bl drawings and works which one I’m feeli comfortable will be postponed. I need a little bit more time for myself and take a short (I hope short) hiatus.


I will be grateful if you understand. And whatever I do - you will stay with me

Maybe one day I will back with new adopt character or any sketches, WIP-s whatever.

Who knows?


Thank You Llama Emoji-60 (Snug or Hug) [V3]

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Hello guys! :D Thank You a lot for such a big interest!


After counting all the applications, 54 people took part in the contest, wow I'm impressed :heart:

Unfortunately no one managed to get second or first place, but there's a lot of portrait winners and one halfbody winner.

Congratulations to all!


I will give the results according to the number of points scored. About prizes I will first contact the people with the most points.


At the first you probably want to see the correct answers, here they are :

Answers Good


:star: 4nd place :star: (7-5 correct answers)

♦ 5 points ♦ - 6night-walking9 lordofcrowns Wintaa TwistedLunatic Frankenshop AkumaChxrry BriarRoses


♦ 6 points ♦ - DisneyFan365 BlueLight8 Mei-chii


♦ 7 points ♦ - Mihashi-Harumi-chan JaxHaley

= = = = = = = = = = =

:star: 3nd place:star: (10-8 correct answers)

♦ 8 points ♦ - AngelicSavant

= = = = = = = = = = =


Congratulation again and I hope You had a lot of fun with my quiz :D

I want to back with the same contest idea in the future.

Have a nice day and stay safe! :heart:


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Contest Closed!


Thank you very much for taking part in my contest! I had a lot of fun, thanks to you guys :D

I'm also surprised by the huge interest! Over 50 people took part in the contest wow!

I will present the results and correct answers in the next journal.

I w ill try to do it as soon as possible :) I think up to two days

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Hello friends :D I want to invite you to participate in my another quiz contest to celebrate +7000 watchers :heart: Like last one, I created questions where everyone has equal chances ( there's no way You can know those things about me ^^)

To participate You need to be my watcher . That's only Rule of this contest. Questions You can see below:

Questions


points and prizes

:star: 1th place :star: (15-14 correct answers)

- Free Rough style fullbody commission ( it can be couple drawing)


:star: 2nd place :star: (13-11 correct answers)

- Free Rough style knee-up commission ( it can be couple drawing)


:star:3nd place :star: (10-8 correct answers)

- Free Rough style halfbody commission ( it can be couple drawing)


:star:4nd place :star: (7-5 correct answers)

- Free Rough style bust commission ( it can be couple drawing)


Because of contest character e.g. we can have 5 winners of 3rd place without any second and first place :)


Contest start 18th January and end 31st January

Please send me Your answers in private note or just comment under this journal, for e.g. like that - "1a, 2a, 3a ... etc"


Have a nice fun! :D I'm really curious about Your decisions!

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